I'm Catherine, and I'm in the process of self destruction.



"Just feel the music. Fuck what they're saying."
zack on twitter:i'm back bitches!! spend $30 on anything and get a free shirt and 'like' my facebook yeah i have a clothing brand
rian on twitter:everything all the time with my lady @cassadeepope shes my lady
alex on twitter:this doesn't make sense but its deep and meaningful! i can't sleep! check out my awesome vocabulary!
jack on twitter:i love pete wentz. i love the madden brothers. i love blink 182. penis joke
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Posted
5 hours ago

this is so hard. i’ve been trying so hard to stay sober and be less self destructive, but with everyone betraying me like this and then just bringing up the past, it makes it so damn hard. i stood with the bottle in hand for about twenty minutes before putting it back. i didn’t do anything but just stood there with it. i feel so lost, and so alone. i literally lost everyone that meant something to me in the course of two days. these tendencies that will surely lead to my demise are just out of reach now. i can almost taste it. but should i act on it? i guess there’s no one stopping me now. but i feel so misguided, and so betrayed, that i can barely tell up from down as it is. i’m just lost, and i don’t know what to do anymore.

Posted
18 hours ago